Every once and a while it happens, I don't know how or why but I am suddenly feeling like I am drowning. Drowning in the 'don't-no-stop-quiet-hurry-modus' I just slipped in with the kids. When I am at that point I don't feel like a good mother, I feel like a 'negative-monster'. Nothing is good, everything goes wrong. I feel like a broken record, repeating over & over again. I just need to stop & let go off the tension that's building up inside. This too shall pass, right?
Sorry for this rant, just a mother crashing & getting back up again.